I learned to be a musician in Central Illinois in the 80s and
90s. I had many teachers: a decrepit old lady who played eleven instruments; a
chain smoking jazz drummer; a few heavy metal guitar guys; a stressed-out band
director or two; and, of course, some church ladies with tight perms in red
culottes. And then there was the guy who started the whole thing—my dad—a phenomenally
talented pianist who, in midlife, exchanged his long black shiny grand piano
for a keyboard (a Yamaha, I think) and some really loud speakers.
Growing up, I found music to be both a source of pain and elation.
For instance, I played drums in the school marching band. This means that, in
junior high, I walked down the streets of my hometown in navy polyester bell
bottoms with a big feather plume in my hat while completely rocking out on the tri-toms.
(Like I said: Pain and elation. Both.)
I found my “True North,” as they say, when I began writing
poetry in high school, and a couple of years later, when I began writing songs.
Like many who aspire to write and create, I was chasing after beauty,
expression, and truth. An outlet for all that Midwestern pain and elation. An
attempt to capture discrete moments and convey something true via the
juxtaposition of them. This is why I call my music Folk Impressionism.
I’ve been writing songs for twenty years now, and not much has
changed. I am still looking for the right words, still chasing after that
elusive melody. And though I no longer take formal lessons, I still have
teachers who are many and varied: the local blues musicians who play in
smokeless bars; the classic rock guys gigging out in small towns; the church
choirs; the chanting monks and nuns; the odd German society accordion player;
and, most recently, a group of Rwandese immigrants, singing and dancing their
hearts out at a Sunday night church service.
The gift of music is everywhere, and it is for everyone.
.COVER ART FOR "HIGHER GROUND" BY JACK WHITNEY. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.